//SnoOp DoGg//

Jealousy Kills!

2007-09-24T09:05:00.000-07:00

it hass been a sucky few weeks with everyone getting emo and pissy at the same time. i'm becoming even more jaded with life especially with everyones exams around the corner... well lets just say everyone's busy. ghaa. i need someone. someone who'll be there for me during exams, when i'm emo which btw i hate being emo, i think being emo is just the suckiest thing!, some who understands the CONFUSING relationship problem that i'm currently undergoing. someone who'll sms more than 2 words no matter what and if he or she's emo they'll SPILL. its just so wrong you know, you know how much i wanna get to know you and when you're emo you deny it and you never tell me why you're emo. i mean at least help ME understand YOU.

Today.. The FLASHBACK.. of those bad memories.

lets recap on the cause of events. arun's tuition, 3 yadi yadi yaa's (i'm trying my best not to swear here) joined tuition. well actually its only this one guy... we'll YOU since pn. dharma's era used to better friends with him and i was ever so envious of that. If i'm not mistaken i remember hinting this to you last time around. so now YOU KNOW where that whole "jealousy" thing came from.

2007-08-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

Have u ever wished u were someone else, not some rich famous celebrity. I mean as in one of your friends, not because they're rich but because they got something u can never get. No matter how much u cry no matter how hard u try but you'll never get it. You know how painful it is 2 be within a group of friends and someone in that group always mixes with only one person. I mean they do everything together, I find it so hard to mix with her i can never seem 2 get her attention and the other guy is practically her brother. They play with each other, they swim together, they talk 2 each other everytime, they do so many things together which u only wish u could do together. It's so hard to be put in words. I might be a stoic person but i've got feelings to and you can't say i don't talk to you cause everytime i try so hard you juz shut me off juz like that. Besides with him you always start the convo. I never get that. I'm not trying 2 look all pityful and all. It's a fact and you can't deny it.

It makes your heart feel so heavy that it drains your energy and whatever life you still have left.

2007-07-29T16:15:00.000-07:00

Sorry my hands are feeling shit lazy at the moment so u ppl would juz have 2 go figure them out 4 urselves but the way i look at it, we are so damn expressive that even the highest ranking stereotype in the world would understand us... xD

Randomness-4 amigos 4 life

2007-06-20T01:07:00.000-07:00

Freaking accounts in the morning.. then went 2 gp met sam ND n yuankai.. lara. i know ur so jealous but i muz say that oli's still hotter.. n i'm not freaking gay.. ahahah.. then i fetch them n went 2 lara's got the bike n went 2 andy's "now thats confusing.. n on the way we had 2 meet this freakish couple who wanted 2 go cycling with us.. n her hubbie is totally gay.. he's freaking wearing hot pants for christ sake.. haha then we cycled n went 2 my place.. went 4 the Coke but i don't know was it us or the bottle but its like 4 to 1 so its the bottle.. that god damn bottle juz didn't want 2 open.. then we took some pictures on the grass.. i mean my mom took them haha.. i didn't know she knew how 2 zoom..

Finally... 2 Sam's relief.. we went 2 PSC.. but WAIT!!.. lara's bike's chain broke.. we tried 2 fix it.. but she juz ended getting her hands all greasy.. so we left the bike at my place.. n she took mine.. n i had 2 jog 2 PSC.. well at least i earned my ice kacang without the kacang ahahah..

Then we got our bets settled n we headed 2 lara's mama bear had invited us 4 dinner.. "i know" haha.. after din we watched a horror mov. the folks were watching tennis so we watched it at her room.. Sam i gotta give it 2 u.. u moved up the stepladder frm "wads smaller than sesame seeds" 2 peas ahahah.. the movie was so freaking scary.. Andy u so gonna see jodi in ur dreams once u read this.. haha.. but we did not finish the movie though n lara was 2 scared 2 watch it herself n tell us wad happen.. haha.. 2 bad we're never telling u wad happen.. u gotta watch it urself..

N yea.. i ate so much .. like seriously alot.. n 2 the world out there.. PRASHAM's goin FATTER.. woooots!!.. i'm proud of myself.. andy.. wait lar' i've got 4 packs 2 more 2 go.. haha Went home like late .. slept at 2.45.. had alot of fun since a long time..

PS. sorry nessa n jon .. cause i couldn't meet up n i missed ur sis wedding party.. xD lawak lar wei'

PS. Mama bear's all joyful n in high spirits at the moment..

Lets do the robot!!..

Here's some pictures of "2day" aka "lets do the robot!!.."

2007-06-14T08:36:00.000-07:00

Adib's Farewell

lawak.. wei jian kena worst than adib.. xD.. give me 5 jon.. haha

2007-05-29T03:29:00.000-07:00

reached gp at 11.20a.m. btw hanna i don't follow malaysian timing.. at least i'm not as bad as the rest.. 1 o'clock oni reach.. Chilis damn.. tungu lama tau' nak masuk.. waited like 4 an hour then the food came.. food was good but damn they came in huge portions i wasted so much... went 2 ther arcade.. ermm.. then when 4 starbucks... 2nd round.. 2nite cannot sleep edy lar' 4 sure.. haha.. check em' pictures out...

Gurney May 29th 07

2007-05-27T09:54:00.000-07:00

crrap lar' y can't u understand me for once... he's so close 2 u... can't u like .. ishk.. i wish i was him.. damn.. crap man.. what happening here.. tot at least i could talk 2 u but he's coming.. ofcorse lar u talk 2 him wan.. fuck lar'' some1 juz shoot me.. no1 freakin understands me.. how bad can life get. isn't it bad enough.. every night is a dissaster...

2007-05-14T00:47:00.000-07:00

the greatest Bowling Stunt.. Go give it some hits..

2007-05-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

love hurts worst than hell man..

i know there ppl out there who face the same problem at least one.. they would b the only ones that understand the current sit. i am in. the sit. where the one u love know that u love her but she doesn't love u back.. i've got a 5 year crush on someone.. she knows i love her.. we'll we are really good frens... but the relationship juz hurts so bad.. sometimes its so severe untill it reaches the physical point.. well the reason im posting this post is cause i juz got hurt again, well u c.. she likes this guy (A), i think.. then she like saw him at a restaurant.. so eh like sms'ed me "OMG i saw (A), tee hee"i mean like if u can tell me anything u want any of ur problems, we are frens n i will help u no matter what.. but about other guys, when u talk about other guy i mean guy that u like, it seriouslly does hurt.. cause u tend to get like flashbacks n stuff... then u start 2 ponder.. n then u start 2 let it out.. n stuff after that are undescribable.. as there is no point describing it as the stereotypes out there would probably go like " huh?.." so all im saying is.. gosh i don't really know what i'm saying but i think u get the point... it's not ur fault it's mine.. i can't control myself..

PS. Happy Birthday.. Sean

and

Happy Mother's Day 2 all the moms out there who are playing their part.. n those who aren't screw u, hope u end up in hell...

2007-05-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

Some pictures of the Keracut Hike yesterday.. It was seriously fun.. damn if u weren't in it ur "SQUARE" xD.. It was like the whole world was there haha.. gerati said that... Well we started our hike quite late.. It was damn tiring cause of the stairs it was like never ending... Reached the beach, all of us were like exhausted ate roti channai.. then we entered the water.. hehehe.. DR. Midget got stung by the jellyfish.. kesian.. well lara n her floorball team was there.. erm her parents.. Mr. Roy n a few other ppl.. xD.. it was fun..

Pantai Keracut Hike 1st May 07

2007-04-29T06:13:00.000-07:00

sighz... im feeling that sudden emptiness without vanessa here.. she left like a few hours ago, as far as i know she won't b'coming bac 4 a very long time.. i'll be missing u darl.. u always lighten the day.. the days when u were here always seem brighter, teoratically n metaforically speaking.. take care k.. don't ever forget us bac home..

2007-04-21T21:17:00.000-07:00

shit.. there's no 1 who actually cares.. i remember when i went 2 UK 2 study 4 1 year, it was so easy 2 blend in. within a weak i had friends who actually cared, i mean like i could actually talk to them about stuff. We were all like so close n stuff but here in penang its so hard. I think its already been 5 years n i still haven't manage 2 blend in. i had a group of frens.. didn't work out that well, so i decided to get some new friends, thought that there will be hope but then, it looks like its gonna end up the same way. I can't actually talk to anyone, i mean there's no 1 who i can actually cares.. there's not even 1. Shit what am i suppose 2 do now??..

2007-04-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

y am i sadd... i shouldn't be.. urgghhh.... silent life of mine taking its toll all of a sudden...

2007-04-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

Confused
Confused state. i don't know where my life is leading me to.. did i make the right decisions..?? should i have entered arts stream..?? am i mixing with the right group of ppl..?? is that going to make my life more miserable than it already is at the moment..?? am i gonna end up a screwed up person at the end of it all..?? y am i wasting my time doing my "life" which has become some sort of a cliche..??

Wishing everyday, that it would just end, knowing it wouldn't. All the tears that left n the ones still in me, which i feel the pain practically everyday. Sometimes the taught of finishing it all with a final blow n making a mark, that the world would remember 4eva but would i. Would i have the guts to carry it out. When reaching the climax would i have the guts to commit ...... ???

2007-03-16T07:17:00.000-07:00

i'll neva stop lovin u... no matter what..

2007-03-12T22:24:00.000-07:00

time to write... gosh i juz love my keyboard...

u heard recently a gurl died at NS training. dats 9 all 2gether, 9 deaths in total 2 since NS started... well the way i c it cause its all de government's fault.. according 2 de gurls parents they said dat their daughter had some problem wif de food at camp so on 2 occasions she bought burgers and ate.. so the parents decided 2 ask 4 a transfer 2 a camp nearer 2 where they r staying but whoever it is that was incharge didn't allow it and apparentlly the parents had asked them a few times. Then one day the gurl told her friend that she was going to the toilet n so she went... after some time she was not back yet.. so her friend wondered how come she's taking so long.. so she decided 2 go n check.. n found thet her friend had fainted. so she ran and told the person incharge. (BEST PART-they didn't hv an in-house doctor) so they rushed her 2 a nearby hospital.. but it as 2 late... she became the 9th person 2 die since NS started...

well another reason is beacuse of the trainers at de camps across the country.. most of them r army personel.. they r damn bloody strict.. like our well know band master... they do drills after drills without breaking 4 water + sometimes they give punishments like run 5 rounds or something... this causes de trainee 2 loose lotz of fluids causeing them 2 dehydrate.. all of this caould have been avoided if the government.. taught of all this like not 2 employ army personel 2 train de trainee's (9 DEATHS) my condolences 2 de parent... juz 4 word 4 all of ya'll out there "fight for your rights".

2007-02-15T00:37:00.000-08:00

its been along time!

im back with de rants...

GOLD! wohoo! SXI raining MSSPP champions bag gold 4 de second time consecutivly. yea u heard dat 2 times in a row n we planning 2 make it 3 times in a row b4 we leave skool.. gosh i miss MSSPP so so much... all dat pressure all dat team spirit.. its something dat i will cherish 4eva... ohyea btw u all wanna noe wad crapy thing happened 2day... i gave my phone 2 de sir 2 keep n then after de comp.. he checked his pocket and it wasn't there damn i tell u last year ipod this year my phone... shit lar' but he paid me back de money... now i feel damn guilty its not his fault at all.. den when i came back juz now my dad called me n said dat de guy who stole my phone called him n said dat he is willing 2 sell it back 2 me.. imagine dat, bloody idiot after stalling my phone had de chick 2 call my dad n sell de phone bac 2 me... juz hope we can buy it bac 4 a reli low price so i can give bac mr.loo de money i realy feel so bad 4 him at de moment...

2007-01-31T08:32:00.000-08:00

i tell my friends everytime, if they have a problem or need any help, feel free 2 come n talk 2 me about it but no matter how many time i tell them none of them actually tell me their problems. Maybe they think im juz a rock.. with no feelings, no emtions, juz a plain old rock collecting moss. i hate this fucking life of mine i juz wish that god could take me now... i don't care about de past, the present is so messed up i rather clear de mess made by the bombings of de world trade center than the messed up life of mine n idon't give a damn about the futere i juz wanna die.. cause the way I look at it is.. there is only one way 2 obtain peace in this world n that is 2 die... eventhugh .. i shift my butt 2 someother place 2 study my memorise of my friends will always be with me so.. i will always feel for them tall that very much without them actually telling me what they need what they want or wether they have a problem. they juz don't give a shit about telling Me cause I'M a ROCK. AIN'T THAT RIGHT!!..

CRIES CRIES CRIES.TEARS POUR WITHOUT ME BEING ABLE 2 CONTROL THEM.

2007-01-15T07:53:00.000-08:00

wow! it's been along time since i have last blog... sorry 2 all those out there who actually care 2 visit my blog regularly... i noe there r a bout 2 ppl.. lolx... well went 2 KL on Friday for my grandpa's b'day... had 2 DJ it... i know what r u all thinking grandfathers b'day n u need a DJ... xD... lolx... well ask urself this wad happens when the b'day boy goes back home... my answer party all nite long... thats where DJ sprash comes in... when de lights go b0Om! Check out some of de pics of me DJ'ing

2007-01-02T02:04:00.000-08:00

i still love her. i juz can't stop. maybe im not dat desperate anymore but i noe dat i still love her. it's so hard 2 give up. i know my life, my future will never b complete without her. but it's like never gonna happen n i juz can't face de fact n IT'S NOT HER FAULT. it may b mine but i think it's god's fauly cuase he planed my life so dat i will like her n she won't like me back. sowie bout this crapy post. juz don't bother reading it. i juz had 2 let out some of my emo 2day if not i would hv burst in2 millions or maybe even billions of pieces of emo... trust me dats not good at all. gosh sum1 talk 2 me.. i need some help n don't give me de same crap every1 else gives me " don't wrry u will move on 1 day " im so done hearing dat. i juz can't ohk. if u got ne other i ideas other then " don't worry u will move on 1 day " then pls talk 2 me i need some help. i can't do this by my self. owh gosh now im feeling weak... i better stop b4 i let all of it out...

2006-12-31T18:55:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year

Good bye 2006 hey! 2007
Hope u all hv a rawkin year ahead
this post is dedicated 2 all my frens who stood by me when ever i needed them

2006-12-28T04:20:00.000-08:00

ohkay... this 1 is gonna b quite a long post cause ahem... lets c... it's been a crappy day... let me rephrase dat its been a realy crapy day... god shot 2 arrows from heaven 2day. 1st was my results 6 A's B for sejarah. So seriously u wanna noe how i feel, well.. i feel out of place, i feel dumb, i feel stupid, i feel useless, after all dat suffering i couldn't pull it of. nearly every1 i know got it but didn't N btw 6A's shouldn't deserve a congrats. it crap nothing but crap on 7A's n 8A's deserve dat. so don't even bother coming n trying 2 ease situations. i din get it congrats doesn't make a difference n i don't deserve it. ohk juz as u tot things couldn't get worst...

sprash got STING! by a jellyfish. yea u read dat i got sting'ed by a jellyfish. ouCH! it gives me de sharp pains. n now my whole body aches. i don't know y?? HELP im goin 2 be paralized... wait a minute... does ne1 even care... y?? am i saying all this. who actually reads. ouCH!!

ohk enough of my emotions... im actually happy wif myself wait a minute am I?? i seriously dunno... well de important thing 2 me is dat... "sof im thinking positive like u said" i didn't let de results affect me... i didn't cry... newayi wanna wish all those who got 7A's n 8A's congratulations... it's coming from my heart. n 2 those who didn't work harder study smarter neva give up till u die... wads important is not how u fall is how u get up frm dat fall' did u hear dat MIND... "neva give up" those who thinking of commiting suicide pls listen 2 me... it's not worth it... god din say u can die yet... b'side a wise gurl once told me "results don't mean everything" those who got it they deserve it... it ain't luck... STOP saying it's all about luck it never is... dats it frm me now... can't wait 4 de line 2 b boosted up... it's so slow...

2006-12-24T00:44:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!

All de boyz in de club say HEY! all de gurls in de club say HO!... when they say HEY! u say HO! Hey!... Ho!... Oh yea! it's Chrismas... hv fun yo!

Grove 2 de V i b e z
DJ Sprash

2006-12-21T21:48:00.000-08:00

this post goes out 2 all my friends who sat 4 de PMR this year... all de best... "resutls r not everything" juz want 2 let all in on dat... my close friend told me dat... it made me realize a lot... thanx u noe who u r... xD

2006-12-21T19:26:00.000-08:00

shit la muz go KL 4 sum stupid dinner... bloody crap old folks, old music lame stuff... now im waiting 2 go 2 the gym but at de moment got no transport... shiat my app is at 12p.m. how my gonna make it... should i push it or juz leave it yikez... u wanna know something i hate my new trainer... he's such a ass... he's like trying 2 sell the supplement eventhough i told him that i won't take them cause a lot of ppl told me it ain't good 4 my health... im never gonna take dat thing...

feeling worthless

2006-12-20T07:37:00.000-08:00

hehehe... 2day was rawkkin... went 4 football at 8a.m. then weather was fine until the sun came down on us... and bbq'ed us... guess wat! i scored a goal... my 1st goal... history was created at scot road field 2day... cause de dogg kicked the ball pass wallace aka bear... sumore through de kangkang... yay... then went home n went 2 gp wif ben n sanjay... daytona again then went scouting 4 phone... think im gonna get k800 it's preety darn freeking cool... sanjay i think has still got his mind stuck on w850i... all of us r seriousl confuse bout the pricing... yikez they differ so much... then went looking 4 boots... think im gonna get de addidas 1... wdv u call it... xD... then let me c... urmm ohya' we went 2 strike 2 played Need 4 Speed... ben i beat u ben don't forget dat! de last time... then walked sanjay 2 midlands had 2 make 1 whole big round 2 get 2 de bus stop... then waited there bout 20mins 1 bus came but din stop sanjay i think would hv been back home by then... so i n ben decided 2 walk 2 de next bus stop... finnaly got de ceplak Black Phantom... dats wad im naming it... xD... let me tell u... Penang has de suckist transport system in de world... no wonder tourism here is deteriorating at de speed of light... god damn it sum1 do sumthing fast! k i wanna go n read my book edy... so buhbye!

2006-12-19T07:18:00.000-08:00

Went Solo Came Back Solo

2day i went gp wait! don't event think it was fun n all... cause i went solo n ended up coming back solo... when n played daytona challenged sum freaks... kicked their butts like hell... hell yea dat was fun only probe was i was solo... dang... then went n shoot sum pool... again solo... u know wad i think de uncle there at red box feels pitty 4 me... cause everytime im there im always alone... i can judge... by his facial expressions n stuff damn... im killing myself!... then went 4 gym got my new trainer... ahem... 3rd new trainer... worked out like hell 2day... damn this guy asked me 2 take supplement... hell yea "like neva eva" dat stuff can kill... i researched it... ur suppose 2 make me fit not kill me ... wad de hell is this sum kind of murder zone or wad eh' u tell me! then when n hv my Starbucks ... btw i din take de extra shot of expresso... i was 2 wide awake this time... then i went 2 ROSINI... 2 look 4 furniture 4 my room... cause it's looking damn dull at de moment... need 2 brighten stuff up a bit... damn 1st time i met a sales lady dat was so nice 2 an indian... glade 2 hv dat cause i was pissed wif all de treatment i got ever since i came back... on the way home "PMR result" started 2 haunt my mind again... gosh i realy dunno wads gonna happen when i get it... but im not gonna let it affect me... dats a promise im making 2 myself... well sure 1st day im gonna cry... thats inevitable... went back home watched "Behind Enemy Lines" Axis of Evil... 2morrow got football CAN'T WAIT...

PS. sof HELP! no 1 else even seems 2 care...

2006-12-11T00:06:00.000-08:00

owh gosh... wads heppening... lyfe has neva been so bad b4... n it's juz gonna get worst after de 27th... dunno how 2 say la' but im juz gonna say it... suddenly ppl start talking 2 me not de rite way... den 1 minute i tot u all were not talking 2 each other nemore den i c... dat u all still send testis 2 each other... den my frens r changing so fast im loosing track of everything... i can't live lyfe like this... if it's gonna continue 2 be like this den its not worth living... i juz can't take this seriously... if we r frens den i deserve 2 know!

2006-12-07T12:59:00.000-08:00

wei ade... how is this shirt they oni got grey 4 girls my chemical romance... n i got (S) 4 u cause they oni got (S) n (XL). The 1ns dat u wanted they don't hv... unless u want boy t-shirt of My Chemical Romance, then there r about 5 choice reply on my shoutbox asap... cause i can still change it 2 sumthing else... xD

2006-12-04T12:31:00.000-08:00

damn... now im pissed n confuse n sad n u noe la all the feeling in 1 go... damn im shit fed up of dis... damn PMR results freekin me out... can't take dis crap nemore...had a whole dream on it yesterday nite... f*** my lyfe up i tell u... shit la shit la i don't mean 2 use dat word unless im reli damn pissed off... n now i feel so LOST i dunno wad im doin wif my lyfe... i feel so empty... shiitttt!

2006-12-03T00:40:00.000-08:00

well... sowie 4 de l8 updat was damn buzy... but actualy i was juz plain damn bloody lazy 2 update my blog... sowie bout dat... my bad... n i lost my phone in disney land but my dad's sim was inside so my no. still remains de same but at de moment dont even bother sms'ing dat no. cause i hv'nt got my new phone yet... neway here r sum pic's frm disney land... de one of me screaming my head of when de bloody coaster droped 50feet can oni be posted when i get bac 2 penang cause i need 2 scan it in 2 my comp... btw 2 those who don't noe im comming bac on de 11th cause my grandpa ain't doing 2 well so u noe la' but i oni will b bac in penang on de 15th...

2006-11-25T09:12:00.000-08:00

in de state where de angles were lost
xD... took 9 hours drive frm San Francisco2 get here... but aches again..crap... im scared like hell... thanx ba! chicken shit... damn la... 2 day so gonna die im so scared there is no way they r gonna let me 2 xcape ne1 of de coasters dats 4 sure... i don't think so i'll evan make it trough de 1 wan... yikez! its freekin me out...

2006-11-23T14:21:00.000-08:00

reached San Francisco edy... uncle picked us up frm de airport... stupid United Airlines, for domestic flights they don't serve food n they said u can purchase snack boxes... so we said ok la' den when we turned 2 de page 2 look "bloody hell" there was no snack boxes 4 vegetarians... there was like a downpour so we took an hour n a half 2 reach my aunts place... damn was starving... thank god there was heck of a lot of food 2 eat here... slept at 3 a.m. woke up at 12 my leg was like frozen had 2 give it a few knocks b4 it got bac 2 its sences xD... den went for biking in de damn chilly wether was panting like god noes wad... i so wanna chat wif my frens but no1 is on9... missing u all edy... come 0n9 la' u all should noe i think by now! dat doGs can go haywire when they feel lonely... well 2day is thanx giving... check de pic out... of de veg turkey... ahahhah... "tofurky" u noe y? cause its made up of toufu n its suppose 2 b a turkey...

PS. the time difference frm San Francisco 2 Malaysia is +14hours n vice versa...

2006-11-22T12:38:00.000-08:00

Day 2-Hawaii
OMG OmG Omg... i so so so love dis place... i wanna study here... went n check out their uni its so huge... they like got a stadium inside it... then after that went n rent a car n went Pearl Harbour... u noe wad de amazing thing... the whole show wasn't one sided as in all supporting de americans... dats wad i like about it... den we went 2 de polynesian village... saw sumore woodoish stuff... came back went 2 quicksilver again... gosh thieir outlet here it so big... it like entering Tower Records without a list of cd's dat u wanna get... imagine dat! lolx... den went 2 burger king had "vegie burger" now is de next day morning packing bags... think im gonna hv another konna coffee... de coffee here is de best eva... gonna leave for San Francisco in another 4 hours...

2006-11-21T01:30:00.000-08:00

more pics frm Hawaii... Check out the views... "breathtaking"

2006-11-20T11:50:00.000-08:00

wow! 1 heck of a journey... Aloha! juz arrived at hawaii... damn outside de aiport thereis like sum big time hotel... i saw like 8 limo's goin into the hotel... the wether here is fine, as a matter of fact its lovely... oni 1 little slitch gotta wait 4 a room cause de hotel is fully booked... so we can oni get a room at 3p.m. n now its like 10.15a.m. gosh.. long more... k gonna go check out sum shops around here.. l8rs...

2006-11-19T01:02:00.000-08:00

sobx... leaving 4 US damn... so don wanna go... gonna miss my frens... + im gonna freeze 2 death there... pls keep in touch... MSN yea' remember... DONT FORGET! kay till next time... *wuffs* ahahhah... xD...

2006-11-16T00:17:00.000-08:00

Love is not a game! don't love sum1 4 a short while the dump them in2 ur kitchen dustbin and forget about it "LOVE" is not about the gliter n glamour, sassyness, sexiness, money, name and fame... if u think love is about all dat, then boy 0 boy u got a lot more 2 earn about love... =change= it's wat he or she has on de inside... Inner Beauty as wad sum would say... like de saying goes "dont judge a book by its cover" real ove is sumthing so sPecTacuLar that u can't possibly imagine... FYI im not trying 2 be dramatic... lolx... juz trying 2 put my feelings in2 wad im writing... Remember LOOK DEEP!

2006-11-06T08:42:00.000-08:00

gosh.. i hate my parent... all they noe 2 do is pray 24/7 ... n 1 more thing who de hell gave them de rite 2 comment about my frens... they dont get de pic dat my frens is all i've got cause they do nothing... yay... i got my charger... n my phone is workin... n i can start sms'ing... damn boring la' i wanna go out... faster tell when la'

2006-11-05T03:39:00.000-08:00

Deepavali Open House lolz...

Check it out yo... it was way more fun den my party... this is wad u call real fun wif true frens... frens 4 lyfe... check out de picts... not as clear as lara's wan though... haha... well my camera is like damn cacat... so many oldies... thank god there was like an empty room... haha Pn. Dharma oso came... adam is like so shy... sighz... ahahhah...

2006-11-05T03:11:00.000-08:00

heyy everybodee... gosh my blog is startin 2 get more hitz lolx... well my party.. it was ohk... 2 sum1 i wanna say im sorry again... it will neva happen again... u noe who u r... hope u all had a gud time n thanx 4 comin... here's sum pics... lolx...

2006-10-31T08:49:00.000-08:00

whoa!! its been some time since i last blogged... reli reli sum time now... well lets kick of frm lara's party... it was so fun... her moms veg salad.. YumMy!!.. tq aunty... we were like chit chatting until 1 in the morning... thank god her parents could send me bac if not i would hv had 2 walk home... haha... hope she has another 1... it was so freeking fun... thanx 4 de invite lara... ohya! n HapPy Birthday!!...

2006-09-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

1 of the sadest day of my life

my idol sice 1998 n till de day i die u will still be my idol... Ferrari's seven-times world champion Michael Schumacher announced at the Italian Grand Prix on Sunday that he will retire from Formula One at the end of the season. the next few post will be a tribute 2 MY IDOL... Shumi

2006-08-30T21:26:00.001-07:00

Merdeka!!..

2day our country celebrtes its 49th aniversary of independance.. well the best part is its a hoLiday... datz wad matters... n we deserve it... cause

cause we r forced 2 study it eventhough we freekin hate it
cause i hate it n gosH!! "i need a break"
Its mentally and fisically torturing... i wanna break

2006-08-28T04:31:00.000-07:00

2day... i got sacked from de band = mean like i got fired... lats c... 1st they call every1 4 a meetin bout Merdeka Parade which is dis wed... so i went but i redi told them bout 2 weeks bac dat im not goin 4 de parade... but they called every1 4 de meetin... den de humpty-dumpty (emanuel) said "those who can play but din come 4 de 2 practices.. stand up" so me n a few other guys stood up... den he asked me wether i was keen on joining de parade 1st... i saide NO... den he ask me wads my reason... so i said i have 2 study 4 my exam cause its like next week (these was hapenin in-front of de whole band) den he told me dat they hv been training me 4 theree months... den i do this 2 them... YO MISTER DAT PRATISE WAS 4 FORMATION... so i juz kept quite... den i heard de most shokin words that could ever come out frm de humpty dumpty " in that case u r sacked frm de band" so i juz waited den he said if u want 2 go bac u can go... so i went bac 2 class... with all the anger, frustration, sadness, hate, hurt feeling...but school 2day was gud cause i got freekin high marks lol... 79 1/2 for karangan 3rd highest in de class n highest in de class 4 science 87... so i went bac home n carried out my usual monday routine... went 4 tuition at 4.30 bla+bla+bla den on my way back home had a verbal fight wif my sis which is like normal... n guess wad!!.. my mom actually told her bout me being sacked frm de band... n she used it on me durin de fight n my mom supported her... so juz take a lo0k at my life izzent it SAD after all u've gone trough 3 years of sweatin 4 de band n they repay u by " in that case u r sacked frm de band" n + ur mother does'nt give a shit n in actual fact she does'nt reli care... COME ON GOD!!.. give me lyfe bac... i want my old life back pls... sobx...

2006-08-26T03:25:00.001-07:00

government monitorin blogs... in a way its gud cause it will makesure there is no racial discrimination takin place. For instance an indian malay guy post a post on his blog sayin dat indians r useless... they r born 2 b peacebreakers... all ast like bigtime gangsters... dunno how many years they neva bath... NO WONDER THEY R SO BLACK... den a indian guy will start postin stuff like malays r lazie bumbs they no need 2 do nethin but they can still live a lavish life cause they r BUMIPUTERA... they can enter universtities so easily... eventhough their marks r way below... WE AS MALAYSIANS .. im sure do not want, wad happened on mei 13 to take place again... this is only the primary effect of racism... secondary effects include slowing down the countries development... which will cause the whole WAWASAN 2020 to go 2 shambles. In fact this monitorin is not only 4 blogs... its actually taking place with out we noticing it... Eg. when u call 103 (operator) they will tell u that this call might be recorded 2 IMPROVE OUR SERVICES... but did u actually see any improvement in their services... NO!! but no 1 actually taught dat these might actually be 4 government purposes.. Haha.. (Malaysian KIB) hehehe... well this is juz my point of view... but still if u ask me i think it shud b abolished... WE WANT PRIVACY!!..

2006-07-17T10:49:00.000-07:00

THE TIME HAS COME 2 think "nerd" eat "nerd" and sleep "nerd".... yea' u guessed its time get buzy studying... im way bac compared 2 sum ppl... i reli dun get the ministry of education... they deffinitely got sum NUTTY PROFFESORS workin there... whose the nut who came up wif de stupid diagnostic test dont they noe dat de xm is very near... so y? de HELL do u waste our precious time wif dis test... lolx... THINK....

2006-07-13T09:08:00.000-07:00

wow!!... can u believe it lo0ks like under estimated de talents of MGS... heyy... seriously man! they were not bad... luved their tanah pusaka... hmmm... izzent dat our band song... lolx.. . . . as 4 de de organisation part... i'll give 2 thumbs up 2 everybodee involve... no mess ups... this time... everythin was very well cordinated... u noe wad de conductor 4 de 1st african choir is so cool... u noe... like his speach... n damn everybodees outfir were so freakin coOl... MGS- \\tropicale// african choir- \\wodooish// well congratulations n thanx 4 de fantastic peroformance... kay... datz a rap i wanna sleep de... lolx...

2006-07-12T03:52:00.000-07:00

oh K then!!.. this is de tenth post since i started my blog... wad a achivement.. lolx... well life has been borin as usual... cant do nethin bout... try my best but failing wif every try... again thanxx 2 band... GUESS WAT!! the r planin on instiling the demerit system in de band... well guess wad de moment i get 1 demerit im quitin... GET DE PIC all u band freo0kos out there... frm SXIMB of corse... hehe!! juz can wait till 2morrow when all de ballers hit de court 4 de 1st round of Bball!!... Fu shen beta take me in ur teAm or im gonna get u BIG time... den afta dat in de nite me n my buddies will be goin 4 a show hosted by de best choir in M'sia... (MGS) KkkKk.... dun perasan ah u all... hehe juz jkjk... oni u noe' well thank god its near de beach... so if gets borin... den v can chou 2 d beach lolx...

2006-07-01T22:15:00.000-07:00

lazziness takin over my typing... haix..
i've been thinkin y? r frens 4... 1 of d reasons is 2 help each other... but if u look at it at this n many other ways... it will show dat "I" dont hv a single 1... everytime i ask 1 4 help... they say stop fretin.. u think i want 2!! even the ones dat i tot were true frens... recentl..... htey dun seem 2 b 1... ppl who use 2 talk 2 me.... nowadays we dun talk dat much nemore...

PMR... getin closer....
still got so much more 2 study.... not time at all... stupid freekin band..takin up all d time... seriously this year is d worst year out of th 15 years i'e been on this planet... n its getin worst... "standin alone in d dark" dat not wad i want... wish there is still hope out there... sum1 sum place... i noe there is but 4 now im juz the guy leaning on the pillar...

2006-06-11T00:39:00.000-07:00

no... noo... no neva... hayoyo... dat day i went 4 hip hop... omg i seriously suck at it lolx... "trix very smart" neva tell me is gonna b so hard...ishk u wait... but she is like nearly as good as de trainer lolx... well wad u xpect from a stiff statue like me ah'... hahaha...muz go n learn yoga... neway dat day i had so much of fun... next day suffered like hell in band... holiday gonna finish oso wanna hv practise... haix... when will u all learn... OH NO!!! i juz realise dat de comp is dis sat... hope they push later... we like seriously dun hv enough time... "change the BUNNY JUMPING ACT" everybodees gonna laugh at us juz wait n c... came bac at 3 went 4 tuition*... den afta tuition did elemen 1... hahaha gonna finish de... i noe u all mite b thinkin y? am i so slow... FYI i change my topic 2 kemerdekaan 2 days ogo datz y... lolx... in de nite went n watch 16 blocks... PEOPLE CHANGE... get de pic... now got nothin 2 do... wanna go celebrity fitness but i dun think so ne of my frens r there rite now... shall i go... shall i not go... i wonder...

2006-06-05T20:25:00.000-07:00

wa... long time neva rite... haix... well d so called partey is over... where do i start... hmmm.... ohk i wanna say sorry 2 a few people who actually were looking forward 2 dis partee... sorry 4 disapointment... a lot of my frens played me out u... all noe who u r... i tot i could trust u'll as a fren but not nemore man neva again... how could u do this "call ur self a fren" huh... our friendship is over!!! get d picture... OVER... i din even know dat so many of u all actually smoke... do u all evan know dat that thing kills... people tell redi... still wanna smoke... real sick... u all think dat its cool izzit?... guess wad d gurls said it aint... go n think bout it... dun try 2 be a "lies 2 kick it" kinda person... juz b urself n every1 will like u... believe me cause i've gone through it... n how dare u all use faul language on my frens.. who u all think u all r ah' neway sorry again 4 mesin up everythin... i noe dat sum of u all were reli lookin forward 4 d partee... so im reli reli sorry...

2006-05-11T10:13:00.000-07:00

If we had had more time for discussion we should probably have made a great many more mistakes. THinGs juz keEp getin worst... well day 2 day da more worst situation getz... well sumtimes u got 2 juz stop u noe?start frm d b'ginin cause things start 2 get confusing eventually... n it juz will keep on getin worst....

2006-05-10T10:08:00.000-07:00

hehe... 2day go cut hair lor... nooooo there goes my long hair... wa... gp so dead on weekday lolx.. den come bec round 5 sumthin... had 2 rush n finish tuition work... my brain almost exploded in tuition it was like i could fell it growin bigger lolzx... den come bec sumore dat nutty profesor's got give my class so much work 2 do haix... err....7hours of math... Kk gtg sleep no energy to type Kk... nitez...

2006-05-08T10:36:00.000-07:00

wAh 2day so slepie in class... den come bec hm muz rush n do tuition work... after tuition come becn studied 4pg. of geo oni OMG! datz so little... den did pn. mok's work n BM homework... den had 2 finIsh caLligraphy so fr3ekin hatin it lolx... den now i'm goin 2 sleep... ohyA! fogot i had a bit of time in hands so i went 2 da beach n mange 2 get u'll da pic of da shack now i think u all should b able 2 reconise d plAce...

2006-05-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

Shumi's Back... yea u heard me he's back No.1 dun play play 2 races in a row... 2day very bad day ler... did not manage to study MucH 2morrow muz catch up by end of dis week muz finish SCIENCE form1 form 2 n form 3 up to chAter 5... gtg bath den study 4 a while den go sleep

2006-05-06T21:16:00.000-07:00

WOW da laTest I ever slept 5:47 wake up T 11.45 2day gonna die ler... 4 sure.... but MUZ STUDY no choice... sumore got tuition at 5:30 hayoyoyo.... "apa nak buat" Check out My NEw Blog DesiGn wanna thAnk Devian Art 4 helpin me out... thanx lotzzz...... ohk... gtg study... loly...

2006-05-06T14:05:00.000-07:00

MI3 rocks Muz c Movie lolx... 2day at least get 2 study "just a lil bit" xm comin closer redi lor... so much 2 study... i reli need 2 thank all my teachers out tHeRe wif Out u'all i'll b NotHin... slepie redi lah... zzzzzzzzzz......