Wednesday, January 31, 2007

i tell my friends everytime, if they have a problem or need any help, feel free 2 come n talk 2 me about it but no matter how many time i tell them none of them actually tell me their problems. Maybe they think im juz a rock.. with no feelings, no emtions, juz a plain old rock collecting moss. i hate this fucking life of mine i juz wish that god could take me now... i don't care about de past, the present is so messed up i rather clear de mess made by the bombings of de world trade center than the messed up life of mine n idon't give a damn about the futere i juz wanna die.. cause the way I look at it is.. there is only one way 2 obtain peace in this world n that is 2 die... eventhugh .. i shift my butt 2 someother place 2 study my memorise of my friends will always be with me so.. i will always feel for them tall that very much without them actually telling me what they need what they want or wether they have a problem. they juz don't give a shit about telling Me cause I'M a ROCK. AIN'T THAT RIGHT!!..

CRIES CRIES CRIES.TEARS POUR WITHOUT ME BEING ABLE 2 CONTROL THEM.

1 comment:

adelynyeoh said...

hey, prash.

just because no one tells you their problems it doesn't mean that you aren't cared for in the world, because honestly you are cared for. like you've said, you don't have that many friends.

well guess what.

you aren't alone. and you're frankly a lot luckier in the sense that you've people whom you can identify as friends. come on! you know whom you can call friends. those whom are constantly swarmed with lots of friends find it difficult to determine whom the loyal ones really are. and it sucks!

you get worried that people around you just use you.. which is what happens most of the time.

one thing you ought to learn is to have faith in people. they'll come round eventually. if they don't pour their inner-most feelings, it could also be because of certain factors e.g. time constraint, distance factor etc etc..

so don't get worried okay?

you have a good heart. just keep your faith high in however you're worried about.

and remember. it's not YOUR fault that no one tells you things. it's one of those things that you could consider "wrong place, wrong time".

adelyn.